my testimony

The testimony I'i about to give in my new corps in Frankfurt is going to be about calling. How incredibly big, far beyond my understanding, God's calling on the lives on his children, on my life, is. Just imagine, being anointed, called to deliver the Good News, called to proclaim healing and freedom to a broken and captivated world. And I'm allowed to be part of it! We are! A calling so big that someone is all about stopping you to fulfill it! There simply remain a few things I just guess that there is still a lot to learn about: There is a big price. Slowly I'm discovering more and more about what it actually costs to live God's calling out. It costs my dreams, my reign over my life, my priorities. How can I actually live this calling out? In my own strength it doesn't work, obviously. But the bible tells me that it's possible. There must be a way, there IS a way! Remaining in him, staying utterly dependend on him. So, how am I to do this? How can I reach the best possible fullness of fullfilling this calling? There must be more than what we experience right now. There is more! How can I get there? Any answers on that?